l’appel du vide

There is too much drama in the kpop world and I want out 

"I want you to come live with me, and die with me, and everything with me."

Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita  (via monalisawantstodie)

(Source : auxsombresheros, via exoai)

"Loneliness is mainly caused by not being able to communicate the things important to yourself and being misunderstood by others."

— (via psych-facts)

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cross out the things you’ve done.

  • Graduated high school.
  • Kissed someone.
  • Collected something really stupid.
  • Smoked a cigarette
  • Got so drunk you passed out.
  • Rode every ride at an amusement park.
  • Gone to a rock concert
  • Helped someone.
  • Gone fishing
  • Watched four movies in one night.
  • Gone long periods of time without sleep.
  • Lied to someone.
  • Snorted cocaine.
  • Failed a class.
  • Smoked weed.
  • Dealt drugs.
  • Been in a car accident.
  • Been in a tornado.
  • Been to a funeral.
  • Burned yourself.
  • Ran a marathon.
  • Cried yourself to sleep.
  • Spent over $200 in one day.
  • Flown on a plane.
  • Cheated on someone.
  • Been cheated on.
  • Written a 10 page letter.
  • Gone skiing.
  • Been sailing.
  • Have a best friend.
  • Lost someone you loved.
  • Shoplifted something.
  • Been to jail.
  • Dangerously close to being in jail.
  • Skipped school.
  • Had detention.
  • Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
  • Stolen books from the library.
  • Gone to a different country.
  • Dropped out of school.
  • Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
  • Had an online diary.
  • Had a yard sale.
  • Had a lemonade stand.
  • Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
  • Been in a school play.
  • Been fired from a job.
  • Swam with dolphins.
  • Taken a lie detector test. 
  • Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
  • Written poetry.
  • Read more than 20 books a year.
  • Gone to Europe.
  • Loved someone you shouldn’t have.
  • Used a coloring book over age 12.
  • Had surgery
  • Had stitches.
  • Taken a taxi.
  • Seen the Washington Monument
  • Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
  • Overdosed. 
  • Been in a fist fight
  • Gone surfing in California
  • Had a hamster/guinea pig.
  • Pet a wild animal.
  • Used a credit card.
  • Did “spirit day” at school. 
  • Dyed your hair.
  • Got a tattoo.
  • Got straight A’s.
  • Been on the Honor Roll.
  • Know someone with HIV or AIDS. 
  • Made out with someone. 
  • Played on a sports team.
  • Snuck out of the house
  • Swore at a teacher.
  • Gone laser tagging
  • Had a romantic relationship.
  • Been on the TV.
  • French braided.
  • Skinny-dipped. 
  • Driven a car.
  • Performed in front of an audience.
  • Gone bungee-jumping.
  • Been to Mexico.
  • Crashed a car.
  • Sky dived.
  • Been kissed in the rain.
  • Made an 11:11 wish.
  • Drank alcohol.
  • Forwarded a chain letter.
  • Made a mistake.

(Source : larryishellacute, via sensuwal)